Over the last week I have been absolutely amazing at how amazing my life has become.
Some people are lost in the fire. Some people are born from it.
I. AM. ABSOLUTELY. IN. LOVE. WITH. MY. LIFE.
Approaching a year since I started this journey, I look back on all the progress I have made. I have gone from a weak (figuratively and literally) young woman, to the most bad ass, confident and self-assured woman I know. I have realized that I am worth it and no one can define me or make me inferior without my own consent. I also know, I have a long way to go...but I wouldn't trade it for the world. I have made the most amazing friends and learned to love myself for who I am. WINNING.
So here is to you, all my friends...and why you have helped me on this journey. THIS POST IS FOR YOU!
My Family and Chelsea-Your support is unwavering. Thank you. You accomodate my diet, understand my schedule and support my decision to do this. While you may not understand at times, or think it is stupid or unnecessary...you continue to uplift me and tell me I can do it. I love you guys so much. Chelsea, you get extra praise because you told me about Quest Bars! How can I ever repay you?! I am guessing the answer will be...with more quest bars!
Kelli- You have stood by me EVER SINGLE STEP OF THE WAY. You were there when I felt like no one else was. You sat there and cried with me. Listened to me. Encouraged me. I can not thank you enough. You are such an amazing person and I am so blessed to have you as a best friend. I hope one day I can show you how much you have meant to me.
Robert- You are THE BEST. Thank you for setting the pace for this endeavor for me. You gave me the confidence and skill to make this happen. I am now having to get creative with how I do it due to unforseen circumstances...but I am forever in debt with you and can't wait to train again!
Robert- You are THE BEST. Thank you for setting the pace for this endeavor for me. You gave me the confidence and skill to make this happen. I am now having to get creative with how I do it due to unforseen circumstances...but I am forever in debt with you and can't wait to train again!
Britney-Thank you for being such an amazing best friend. You are always interested in how things are going and understanding of my schedule and diet. I don't know what I would do without you in my life. You know me best...and are there to listen through all the struggles I have.
Billy- Thank you for telling me I am sexy and good in the interim. Your support and passion for fitness pushes me to be better. Even if I am OK now :)
Kim- You are my swolemate. SERIOUSLY. We may be the same person in different bodies. Thank you for being such an awesome gym partner and even better friend. This is just the beginning of a beautiful friendship. I am so thankful! Can't wait for all our adventures, camping trips and cooking amazingness. And we willllllll get you to compete. One day.
Gigi-My little swole sister. Oh my gosh, you are amazing. You push me. You make me want to be more fit. Thank you for the great friendship and strive to be more great. You are doing big things girl...and I thank you for letting me be a part of it.
Whit and Chris-Thank you for believing in me and being my biggest cheerleaders when I don't believe. Your faith in me and in God are so helpful. I love you both to pieces and am so thankful to have you both.
Whitney- We are in this together my little barbell babe! We are working on us FIRST...thank you for your support and encouragement...WE GOT THIS.
Whitney- We are in this together my little barbell babe! We are working on us FIRST...thank you for your support and encouragement...WE GOT THIS.
Jess- You believe in me when I don't believe in myself. You remind me of how great I am. I love you so much and am so blessed to have you as a friend. We may be too busy working our hustle to see each other all the time...but I wouldn't trade you for any friend in the world!
Timora and Angela- Thank you for the constant encouragement and help throughout this journey. Between the stories, inspiration from your progress and gossip...it was great to be among you during through my first prep. I admire you ladies and can't wait to be a part of the elite club of competitors like you!
Faruk- Hey Boo! Thank you so much for being a wonderful mentor and pushing me to be better. I remember when we started this fabulous little relationship...you kicked my ass. Damnnnn...I was sore. Then I remember the time you made me sprint on the treadmill while it was off...and as I write this, I am now pissed off at you again for that. Your desire to be the best inspires me. Your faith in me and all I CAN do is unparalleled and I am so blessed to have you in my life. Thank you for not giving up on me or believing in the limits I set for myself are all I can accomplish--thank you for pushing me to more. I may irritate you...and you may irritate me, but I couldn't be more happy to train with you and call you a friend (although the most immature friend I have!). Love you Pumpkin.
Lucas- Our journey is just beginning! I am so thankful for all the effort and assistance you have given me going through this so far. Your attention to detail and focus on my individual needs is great! I am so excited to have you as a friend and coach. We are going to KILL IT...I can't wait!
Allllll the haters- Thank you! Your hate and criticism has motivated me farther than anyone above-COMBINED. My goal is not only to prove to myself I am capable, but to prove to you also. Keep doing what you are doing, I am just getting started. Remember, I am becoming the fittest bitch you will EVER see.
